Nadia wrote Jul 05, 2009 : I had a long week and finally had a whole weekend off. I unfortunately was not looking forward to it because of the company I was expecting. So, I wake up and am going toward the coffee in a morning haze and I look over at my cat and she does not loo...
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Nadia wrote Jun 05, 2009 : I am a shy person. I have always been. I had a sheltered, abusive childhood, and have a lot of self-esteem issues. I do not think it would take a psychologist to figure out that I would not grow up to be the most outgoing person around. Latel...
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Nadia wrote May 22, 2009 : I was invited to a barbecue this weekend by a co-worker. I am not terribly close to said co-worked, but it was nice he included me. I want to go, because I am terribly anti-social, but do not want to be. I am scared of it, though. There wil...
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Nadia wrote May 08, 2009 : I had this crazy breakdown today. I mean, I have gotten terribly upset on lots of occasions in the past, but this time was different.
I have been trying to finish what should have been a 5-10 minute project on and off for almost three weeks now....
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Nadia wrote May 04, 2009 : I have struggled a lot on weekends lately. I just feel hungry and give up calories and just eat whatever. I never feel that way on workdays. Sometimes, I find it hard to get all of my calories in. I never eat at work, so I eat before and after an...
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Nadia wrote Apr 20, 2009 : I was just looking through some pictures and realized I was 158 in January. Ugh, I am 162 now. I knew my habits and things were messing with me, but I guess I had forgotten I had been lower and under that 160 mark. I am going to push and get th...
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Nadia wrote Jan 20, 2009 : There are certain things which will pop into my head every once in awhile. They can appear and just as quickly disappear, or they can linger for a bit of contemplation and then I will hide them away. Where will I put them? I do not know. Somewher...
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